Turning into my hubby...

I have been having a hard time sleeping lately. I am not sure why. There really isn't anything weighty going on in our lives other than the normal. Jagger is doing well and seems to be getting a better handle on some things. He has been so fun and so funny lately. I have been enjoying our time together more than ever. The other day he stopped and kissed me and said "your the best mom" and then went back to doing what he was doing. It was pure magic to me.

Hazel is a breeze also. Not much to report here. She hasn't started PT yet because we (and I mean her doctor and I) are having some issues with the place she is supposed to be going. In the meantime I have been doing some things with her that her Pediatrician recommended and that I had read online. Who knows, maybe they will say she doesn't need anything if what we are doing does the trick. She also adores her brother and the dog tremendously. Her face lights up when Jagger walks in the room, but the dog? She laughs when she comes strolling by. The other night Hazel was laying on the bed and Daisy was next to her. Daisy flipped onto her back and started twisting herself back and forth. Hazel just got a kick out of that and started pushing Daisy with her feet. Then Daisy would make a little growling noise (playful) and Hazel would crack up. Eric, Jagger, and I were on the bed just laughing at what was going on. It was so funny to see Hazel playing.

I'm turning into my hubby though. I had a dream the other night that I had another baby. In my dream, Hazel and I were laying in the bed with the baby and talking and cuddling together when a big group of people came in the room and there was a flurry of activity. I am not quite sure what was going on and then they were gone. After they were all out of the room I realized the baby was gone and I freaked. I grabbed Hazel and tore around the room trying to find the baby. I threw my bedroom door open and ran over to Eric who was sleeping on the couch/watching TV. I yelled where is the baby? He looked at me and said, "in your arms." I said, "no,where is the baby?" He said again, "She is in your arms." I said, "No, not Hazel, the other baby." Then I said, "I'm dreaming and sleepwalking aren't I?" Eric said told me I was and sent me back to bed.

I had grabbed Hazel out of a sound sleep and ran around the room with her looking for a baby that doesn't exist. Then I threw my bedroom door open and ran over to the couch frantically trying to find this baby. I asked Eric the next morning if Hazel seemed OK, because even though I can remember what happened, I was still pretty out of it. He said that when I ran over to the couch and was asking about the baby, Hazel was looking at him with the biggest smile on her face and laughing. I have no idea what kid does that. I would think that most babies that were abruptly grabbed out of a sound sleep and then thrown on your hip and then jostled around while you swiftly searched a bunch of rooms, under the bed, and a closet, would cry or at least would be thinking "WTF" and look a little confused. Not my girl. She laughs.

Anyway, I thought I was pregnant the other day. I had that dream and then out of the blue, a friend of my mothers had a dream that I was pregnant with a girl. No one had any idea that I thought I was pregnant so it was strange for her to have that dream. I haven't even gotten my period back yet, but I know that doesn't mean anything.

Life is good. Kids are great. We leave for Florida on the 17th and I can't wait.

Comments

[Nichole]

I love your craziness.

[ali]

is this to alert me to a post? I just discovered this...I am going to make my kidlets the sandwich...keep me posted...I love fresh mommie ideas....xoxoxo